Torment

Shall there ever be
A time that I see
This Embedded torment
Inside of me

Holding within
For so very long
Feeling these thoughts
I possess are wrong

Like soldier's disbelief
In life long cause
Be too involved
To stop or just pause

What will it take
To unlock this door
Knowing my heart
Deseves so much more

As life's landslides
Wash away foundations
Quietly and slowly
Without indication

Must gather resourses
And methodically rebuild
Remain true of spirit
And always free willed