Endless Submission

The endless submission of my crystal heart
For now another,has torn it apart
All that remains is romantic soul
The only thing left,that I can control

To trust again,shall be my true test
But with journey's end,I need time to rest
Why do I search for such hidden joy
Unreachable feelings that all but destroy

My forgiving heart has never once changed
The scares that are left,need all be arranged
To bring lite to this puzzle,for which I know not
Has sent me reeling thru thickening plot

With hope of some answers when all is known
Will allow me a calm,right to the bone
But until that fine day,I sit here and wonder
Dodging the terror of lightning and thunder